YOUR LIFE____
x\\ they call me: Chris

x\\ also: Next Big Thing, The Real Deal, Jerk, Douchebag, Cooter

x\\ sex: Male

x\\ my first breath of air: o5.o6.85
x\\ where at: nazareth

x\\ age: 19
x\\ status: single…
x\\ best friend[s]: Kris, Kelly, Frank, Bob, Tim

REWIND_____

x\\ most memorable memory: three words…balls on pillow…hahahaha

x\\ worst memory: Umm I have a couple

x\\ first best friend ever: Lauren

 ____FAST FORWARD____
x\\ college planning to go: I’m at Desales University

x\\ future resident of: Philadelphia Area or New York
x\\ wedding: iHopefully I have one

x\\ children: no more than 3
x\\ looking forward to thanksgiving: Thanksgiving break…b/c im going to a stand up show

x\\ looking forward to: Winter break

x\\ NOT looking forward to: Hmmm… 

____PLAY____
x\\ feeling: ok I guess

x\\ Listening: “Stories” by Trapt

x\\ Talking: Tim
x\\ doing: filling this out
x\\ craving: Cheesesteak
x\\ thinking of: couple different things…
x\\ hating: school

____LOVE?____
x\\ love is: just a dream that I am waiting to come true…
x\\ first love: Alissa
x\\ current love: my friends
x\\ love or lust?: Love
x\\ best love song: “Only One” by Yellowcard

x\\ is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: I don’t think so

\ when love hurts, you: submit to it’s pain

x\\ true or false - all you need is love: falso

x\\ have you ever been in love?: yeah
x\\ is there such thing as love @ first sight?: Used to think so 

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
x\\ turn ons: Def. a sense of humor
x\\ turn offs: being conceited
x\\ does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Kinda but they usually approve
x\\ what kinda hair style?: Anything as long as they don’t have it some crazy color
x\\ where do you go to meet new people?: Work, school, anywhere I go
x\\ are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: Depends where I’m at

 ____PICKY PICKY____
x\\ dog or cat: dog
x\\ short or long hair: haha well my hair is getting long
x\\ innie or outie: innie

x\\ sunshine or rain: rain
x\\ moon or sun: moon
x\\ basketball or football: football without a doubt

x\\ righty or lefty: righty
x\\ hugs or kisses: Depends on the mood
x\\ tv or radio: TV
x\\ starbucks or jamba juice: neither
x\\ mcdonalds or burger king: McDonalds

x\\ summer or winter: winter
x\\ written letters or e-mails: I like written letters
x\\ playstation or nintendo: super Nintendo all the way!
x\\ disney or nickelodeon: disney

x\\ car or motorcycle: car
x\\ house party or club: house party.
x\\ sing or dance: sing
x\\ freak or slow dance: again depends on the mood
x\\ yahoo messenger or aim: aim
x\\ google or ask jeeves?: google

____MISCELLANEOUS____
x\\ can you swim?: yea...
x\\ whats your most embarrassing moment?: I have alot

x\\ what are you scared of?: being alone

x\\ what is your greatest accomplishment?: making it through my first year of school
x\\ what kinda roof is over your head?: my dorm roof
x\\ do you like tomatoes?: hell no
x\\ how many TVs in the house?: 6
x\\ how many phones?: 3
x\\ how many residents?: 5
x\\ how many DVDs do you have?: a good amount

x\\ last dentist visit: Febuary
x\\ last doctor visit: about two months ago
x\\ last phone call: 2 hrs ago

x\\ spell your name backwards: sirhc
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: No but I swear road to recovery by Rufio was written about me
x\\ what song makes you cry: “Adam’s Song” by Blink 182 and “Tears” by Rufio

x\\ what song makes you happy: “Beer” by Reel Big Fish

x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: ‘Iris” by Goo Goo Dolls
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: my CD Player
x\\ height: 5'3
x\\ piercings: none

x\\ tattoos: none

 Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: jean shorts
x\\ what song are you listening to:  “Right Side of the Bed” by Atreyu
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: Gatorade
x\\ whats the weather like?: little chilly out
x\\ how are you?: my head hurts and feeling a little upset but other than that I’m cool
x\\ get motion sickness?: nope
x\\ have a bad habit?: biting my nails
x\\ get along with your parents?: Yea
x\\ have a current crush: yea
x\\ have a big regret: Very few….

Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: Reno 911!
x\\ book: “Of Mice and Men”
x\\ non alchohol drink: Gatorade

x\\ alchohol drink: Jose Cuerva even though I’m starting to like think it’s nasty
x\\ things to do on the weekend: Anything cept sit in or work

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: Yeah
x\\ ran away from home: hahah yeah when I was like 6 but I only went to the next street over
x\\ snuck out of the house: once
x\\ made a prank phone call: yeah all the time
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: Not yet
x\\ use your parents credit card: Yea, but with their OK
x\\ skipped school before:  Yeah once or twice
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: yeah haha
x\\ been in a school play: I’ve been in one
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
x\\ had children: no
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: omg yes
x\\ been hurt?: yes
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: nah

Random . . .
x\\ have a job: Yeah and it blows
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: mixed CD

x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Macaroni and Cheese

x\\ what makes you happy?: friends
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: Garden State Soundtrack

 When/What/Who Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: long time ago
x\\ got an email: today
x\\ thing you purchased: Madden 2005
x\\ Tv program you watched: Conan O’ Brien last night
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: Napoleon Dynamite last week
x\\ song heard: “Chick Magnet” by MxPx
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]:  school
x\\ phone call: someone who is calling my privately
x\\ you were depressed: recently
x\\ you were in the hospital: long time ago

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: want one
x\\ murder: OJ
x\\ penis: Got one
x\\ cell: I got mine
x\\ shoe: My nikes
x\\ fun: haha me and tim’s plans
x\\ crush: I got one
x\\ music: its cool
x\\ chalk:  classroom

Song: Road to Recovery by Rufio

He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he's always dreamed of.
She didn't plan on falling in love.
Upset the balance she's wanted so long.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try
To succumb once again...again...

Well he lost control and gave up his heart.
To follow the girl that he's always dreamed of.
She pulled away so scared of a love
That might have been more than she had planned on.

This road to recovery
Has taken all I have.
It seems hard
As I try To succumb once again...again...

Well love is a bitch all relationships end.
What happens now
When that persons gone.
The one who you thought
You could always count on.
You fall in love
And they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
All realationships end.

How do I let go of a love
That meant so much to me.
How do I go on
When your part of me.
I'm dying inside
Each time i see you.
Don't lose sight of me
Cause yer all i see.
Your still all i see.
This road to recovery has taken all i have.

It's been a pretty slow time so far since I moved up to school last Saturday. I haven't really done much in the past week. The classes are starting to kill me which really sucks. I can't slip down like I did the past two semesters and it is going to be really hard. Other than that, I am very slowly starting to get comfortable up here. I know it is never going to be the same as previous semesters but I am going to try my best...I am really sorry to everyone if I was being somewhat of a dick during my mental breakdown last week. I am somewhat fine from that now and hopefully things are going to get worked out. I just feel that it is too late....

"And I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream..."

Well not too much has been going on...Yesterday I went to my two classes for the day and than me and Tim decided we were going to see Collateral since it was DSU Night @ the movies, which means it was free! Once we got there, we saw that Napoleon Dynamite was playing so we just walked in and saw that instead. It was the third time I saw it and it gets funnier and funnier every time I watch it. I can't wait until it comes out on DVD. Than we came back here and weren't too sure what to do so we went up to Chappuis since there was a party going on up there in Amy's room. There were a couple people there who were completely gone...especially Monica's best friend Alicia. We hung out in Nicole's room for a while than me and Alicia went into Amy, Monica, and Fabreeze's room for a couple hours. Afterwards, I just came back here and Tim smiled and was like "Where have you been young man?" lol. Today I woke up around 12ish and I got some wash done and went to pick up my camera in Melanie's room and than just came back and now I'm just waiting to go over to dinner. I am still missing all of my people from home...we gotta hang out one of the weekends that I come home!! OK Well I'm out...

"But I’m not ever going to know if I’m right or wrong
‘cause we’re all going in the same direction
and I’m not sure which way to go because all along
we’ve been going in the same direction..."

-Hoobastank

Hey people...well today started out to be a good day until about 5:00 when I kind of had an emotional breakdown. It started off pretty normal with me waking up for my classes. It sucks because I have like 3 classes all in a row which means I can't eat lunch. It's ok though because I got a break to eat something today. After my classes, I came back here and played a game of Madden 2005, which I am finishing off my undefeated season. All I have to do is win the NFC Championship game against the Packers and I go to the Superbowl(too bad that will probably never happen in real life with the Eagles but this year might be different).

So today, I sat down with Alissa and talked to her about why I bascially have no intention on being at school and some of the stuff has to do with us, or I guess you could say what used to be us. She was right about some things when she said that I changed into a different person over the summer and she is kinda right and I asked her what Chris she was looking at and she said that she just wasn't sure anymore and before I could say more, she had to go to schola which meant I had to walk back from her dorm. Once I walked in my room, I completely lost it.

Well that is my update of the day...hope everyone else had an awesome day